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I find I don’t wish to explore new lands, but to explore again those I have already passed through, trying to see what I’d missed in the first hectic rush … Gerard Van der Leun

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Photo and poem…

The New American Digest Posted on July 11, 2026 by JeanJuly 10, 2026

first published by Jean Oct 6, 2009

photo courtesy of Berry Connell.

Morning's pink mist nightgown
lifts slowly,
uncovering the beauty
of the coming day.

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Point of View…

The New American Digest Posted on July 5, 2026 by JeanJuly 4, 2026

First published by Jean Mar 16, 2012

I understand
that you don't.
from this side
it's clear
you're looking
through mud.
stop stirring the sediment.
it settles for a reason.
now, look again.

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The Old Gazebo…

The New American Digest Posted on June 24, 2026 by JeanJune 24, 2026

posted by Jean Dec 22, 2006

Winter. Late afternoon.
The beach is empty. The air is grey-blue.
The ocean is grey-silver, scattered with foamy white waves.

At the high-tide mark is a long wooden, railed walkway leading to
an old gazebo perched on top of the highest dune.
Inside the gazebo is a picnic table with benches.

Under the table is a pair of small deck shoes.
Between the shoes is an empty styrofoam coffee cup.

The most interesting thing is on the table. An open book.
The pages on the left are flapping lightly with the breeze.
The pages on the right are clipped together by a pen.
They struggle to move with the wind..

On that first page on the right is a single handwritten line.
In the most delicate and precise penmanship. It says…

"I am going home."

photo courtesy of ghostsniper
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Questions …

The New American Digest Posted on June 14, 2026 by JeanJune 14, 2026

Posted by Jean April 25, 2026

Do you pray?
Why? and to what?
Do you get answers?
Did someone teach you
Bless me, Father, for I have sinned...?
it's been a long time
since my last confession.
Do you feel better after Amen?

I thought about joining a convent
until I read "The Nun's Story".
That's when I started asking questions.
I was 10. 

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over, under, around and through…

The New American Digest Posted on June 4, 2026 by JeanJune 3, 2026

First published by Jean Oct 25, 2012

it's a tap dance with
no rhythm.
it's a waltz
counting 3-2-1.
no square dance has
four corners.
the tango isn't
done with one.
the two-step is
out of step.
the last dance
will always be
ashes, ashes
we all fall down.
trying doesn't
feel like doing.
even the leaves
don't make sense.
when they dance 
down the street
it sounds like rain.

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March 11, 1945…

The New American Digest Posted on May 30, 2026 by JeanMay 27, 2026

Today is Memorial Day ...

Jean posted this in 2012 and suggested it to me. Even though he didn't die in war, I didn't want to wait until next March 11 so I thought I'd post it on Memorial Day ... which is still worthy of a day to itself - May 30 - and not an excuse for a 3-day weekend.

I know I've mentioned
before that my dad served
in the Navy on the
USS Randolph during WW2.

As is so common with veterans,
he didn't share many details
of his service with his family.
He talked about learning to box
and getting his nose broken.
He talked about making an
attempt in track and breaking
his ankle in the long jump...
or, was it pole vaulting?

The most serious thing he talked
about for a long time was one of
his mates who died from alcohol
poisoning after a day of drinking
in the hot sun.

If he was asked where he served, he would only say
"in the Pacific". He mentioned being in Hawaii and
having no desire to go back. He enlisted after Pearl Harbor.

One day he showed us a scrapbook he made. The cover is a
piece of scratched plexiglass with some brown stains
near the edge. When I asked him what the stains were,
he said, "Oh, that's blood from the Kamikaze pilot
who hit our ship." He wouldn't say anymore.

Not long ago, I read the book "Flyboys" by
James Bradley. It talks about US forces bombing a
tiny (three miles by five miles) island called
Chichi Jima and eight pilots who crashed there, were
captured, tortured and killed by the Japanese.
This book mentions the USS Randolph as part of the
support forces in the bombing raids on Chichi Jima.
This is where dad's ship was when it was hit.

I lift a beer in memory to a couple of Mr B-Bar buddies from long ago.

Association - Requiem For The Masses
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Mischief and a good story (or two)…

The New American Digest Posted on May 27, 2026 by JeanMay 24, 2026

first published by Jean on Aug 12, 2025

[ Jean: Is this a self-portrait? ]

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I think I overdid the ears just a tad…

The New American Digest Posted on May 16, 2026 by JeanMay 14, 2026

Originally posted by Jean (on "Pondering") May 1, 2026

it was fun when I did it.

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May 4, 1970…

The New American Digest Posted on May 7, 2026 by JeanMay 7, 2026

A reminder from Jean. Sorry I'm late posting this.

In thirteen seconds 4 were dead 9 wounded.

None of the protesters were armed. NONE.

Ed: Keep it mind if you think your government is going to help you out of a jam

CSN&Y - Ohio
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I wish I were a tiger…

The New American Digest Posted on May 2, 2026 by JeanMay 1, 2026

originally posted by Jean Jan 24, 2012

This big fella looks like I feel.
I want to beat up someone.
Take out my frustrations by inflicting damage.
...and then just calmly saunter away,
never to be heard from again.
bah. I'm in a sucky mood.

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Gerard Van der Leun
12/26/45 - 1/27/23


Gerard's Last Post
(posthumous): Feb 4, 2023
"So Long. See You All a Little Further Down the Road"

When my body won’t hold me anymore
And it finally lets me free
Where will I go?
Will the trade winds take me south through Georgia grain?
Or tropical rain?
Or snow from the heavens?
Will I join with the ocean blue?
Or run into a savior true?
And shake hands laughing
And walk through the night, straight to the light
Holding the love I’ve known in my life
And no hard feelings

Avett Brothers - No Hard Feelings

The following was posted along with the announcement of Gerard's passing.
Leonard Cohen - Going Home

For a 2005 interview with Gerard


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  1. jean on Lucin PondsJuly 13, 2026

    of course you do... :-)

  2. DT on Lucin PondsJuly 13, 2026

    Maybe I should consider a post on the metric system ... preferring imperial units myself. 9? or 357?

  3. DT on Lucin PondsJuly 13, 2026

    I like rabbit holes ...

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    This past year I've been trying my hand at sourdough baking. Initially, I found it to very frustrating and the…

  5. GrayDog on Lucin PondsJuly 13, 2026

    Thanks DT! One simple word sent me spinning down a rabbit hole, and by the time I got back Ghost had…


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Hey, Mr. Tambourine Man,
play a song for me
I'm not sleepy
and there ain't no place I'm goin' to

Hey, Mr. Tambourine Man,
play a song for me
In the jingle jangle morning,
I'll come followin' you

Take me for a trip upon
your magic swirling ship
All my senses have been stripped
And my hands can't feel to grip
And my toes too numb to step
Wait only for my boot heels to be wanderin'

I'm ready to go anywhere,
I'm ready for to fade
Unto my own parade
Cast your dancing spell my way
I promise to go under it


Men who saw night coming down about them could somehow act as if they stood at the edge of dawn.


From Gerard's site. The picture always caught my eye.

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